We've now reached day twelve of the May blogging challenge, and today's topic is 'what do you miss? (A person, a place, a thing, a time of your life...'
Well, in my current situation, I've come to miss many things. On a good day I spend twenty two or twenty three hours in bed; on an average day, I only manage to leave bed to use the bathroom and possibly get dressed. As you can imagine, my injuries have put limitations on what I can actually do, on where I can go, and who I can see; so I do miss so many of the good things from my past.
I miss...
Friends and Family
-I miss my best friend, Angela. I hate that we don't live in the same place these days.
-I miss my good friends and concert buddies Jacky, Ros, and Carol.
-I miss my bunnies, Tigerlily and Honey, who both died over the last thirteen months.
-I miss my sister's dog, Holly, who recently died from cancer.
-I miss my Grandad who died of lung cancer when I was eleven.
Places and Travel
-I miss New York. It's such an incredible city, and I've made so many great memories there.
-I miss a Cornish town called Perranporth, and the beautiful beaches there. I've been holidaying there since I was a baby,
-I miss the sea. I miss standing in the surf and feeling the force of the waves, and the pull of the tides around my legs. I miss body-boarding, and the smell of salt-water on my skin.
-I miss holidaying in La Palmyre in France. Those holidays were so chilled.
-I miss days out to London, which I used to do a few times a year. We'd catch a concert or a show, shop, sight-see, go out for a meal or a couple of cocktails, and/or occasionally go to a museum or other attraction.
-I miss being able to jump on a train, plane, or bus, and travel across the country / UK to meet up with friends, or go to concerts miles from home. I used to do that a lot.
Fun Things/Entertainment
-I miss being able to go to concerts. More than anything. It's one of my favourite things to do in the world.
-I miss going to the cinema.
-I miss going to the theatre to see a musical.
-I miss being able to go shopping (for more than ten minutes at a time).
-I miss being able to go to the hairdresser's to get my hair cut.
Old Times
-I miss the days I studied animal care at college.
-I miss working with animals.
-I miss the nineties. Everything was awesome.
-I miss recording songs from the Top 40 on to cassettes in the nineties. Who's with me?
-I miss the days when I was young and care free, and my biggest worry was which Crayola crayon to use.
-I miss how fun it was to be an eleven / twelve year old girl in the nineties obsessed with a boyband, boys, and make up.
Little Things I Used to Take For Granted
-I miss having a life.
-I miss being active and mobile.
-I miss the days when I wasn't bed-bound all the time.
-I miss being pain-free.
-I miss the days when I didn't have to take painkillers around the clock, that don't even work.
-I miss being able to walk ordinary distances, or even just a couple of steps without being overcome with unbearable pain which makes me want to pass out.
-I miss being able to do ordinary things like leave the house alone, cook/bake, sit in a chair comfortably, take a bath (I can only shower), use public transport, carry my own bags...
-I miss being able to write without shaking hands.
-I miss being able to sleep at night.
-I miss being able to wake up early in the morning to make the most of the day. I was always an early-riser before the injuries.
-I miss working full time.
-I miss being able to spend frivolously without thinking.
-I miss wearing shoes that aren't flip flops or thong-shaped sandals.
I miss all of these things, but I'm also thankful that they are all a part of my past, some still a part of my present, and most will be a part of my life again in the future. It's just a matter of time, recovery, and persistence.
You know what I don't miss? The old me.
What do you miss?
<3 xx
ReplyDeleteI hope things improve for you soon. I sympathise back pain is so horrible I had some problems with it especially in my teens, but not to the extent you have.
ReplyDeleteI also remember recording the top 40, trying to get the pause button down in time before the DJ started talking :). I think the main things I miss are 3 of my grandparents who have passed on and not having to worry about getting a job and money.
Thanks, Jenny. I agree, back pain is horrible, and it's hard for people to understand how much it hurts and sets you back until you've been through it. I'm glad you're better now.
DeleteI did exactly the same! There was always that rush to press stop before the DJ talked and ruined the tape. Haha! Those were the days... Sorry for your loses :(. I miss not having to worry about working and having money, too x
I'm deffo with you, recording cassettes in the 90's was the best, i was waiting every sunday for it :)
ReplyDeleteAll the best for you & hope you will recover soon! xx Tani
It was one of the best parts of the nineties, for sure. I did it every Sunday, too. Thank you so much, Tani. That's so kind xx
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