Monday, 21 September 2020

Erstwilder Care Bears Collection


As a child of the eighties and nineties, I naturally grew up obsessed with the Care Bears like most girls from my generation. I loved the cartoons and coveted the merchandise, but I wasn't lucky enough to have much of it in my life, like the soft toys I longed for, as they were always too expensive. It's okay, though; I had plenty of Sylvanian Families and Polly Pockets to fill the void.

It's been a long time since my childhood, but like a lot of people, I've always kept a nostalgic fondness for The Care Bears, and the eighties and nineties eras, so, you can imagine how excited I was when I discovered that my favourite Aussie jewellery brand, Erstwilder, were launching a Care Bears collection back in July.


Erstwilder released a huge collection of pastel perfect Care Bears brooches, necklaces, earrings, enamel pins, and scarves, which sold out so fast it was like trying to buy concert tickets for the gig of the year. Everything kept selling out of my cart before I could finish checking out- from multiple stockists, seconds after they went on sale at 3:30am! I eventually found some luck with Thunder Egg, and managed to snag two of the brooches and the two scarves I had my heart set on, but I wasn't able to get all of the pieces I wanted. I did try again when a couple of other stockists launched at 6am, since I was getting up to try to get a couple of brooches for my sister, but luck wasn't on my side. Grumpy Bear wasn't destined to be mine. Luckily, I got one of the brooches my sister wanted (the Lotsaheart elephant), and snagged her a Care Bear brooch (Love-A-Lot)- even if it wasn't the one she'd hoped for. Thankfully, she was happy to get any design at all.


While the jewellery and scarves sold out in minutes, some of the enamel pins remained a little longer, and I was able to go back for a couple of the enamel pins the next day after deciding I couldn't live without them.

Everything arrived really quickly, and I love everything I chose. It's taken me a while to photograph everything, but I thought it was about time I showed you what I bought.

Let's start with the brooches...


My first pick was the Good Luck Bear brooch, which I'm amazed I managed to get my hands of as he was one of the most popular designs. Good Luck Bear is a soft lime-green in colour, with a forest green four-leafed clover on his stomach, and forest green detailing. It's quite a delicate design, with most of the bear made up of just two layers of resin, (the nose and right arm add a third layer), but as with all of Erstwilder's brooches, it's strong and sturdy, and excellent quality. I love this sweet brooch, and think it will be ideal for wearing on St. Patrick's Day, and any day that calls for a little extra luck.


The second piece I chose was the Wish Bear Brooch, an adorable bear that looks like he's giggling shyly. Wish Bear is a gorgeous turquoise-blue in colour, with teal detailing, white accents, and a yellow and orange shooting star on his stomach. I love the colours and the design so much. Have you ever seen a cuter brooch? If I had three wishes, I'd wish for three more just like him.

If the brooches weren't perfect enough already, they come presented in special blue heart-shaped Care Bears boxes featuring pastel rainbows and the original Care Bears logo, which are almost as cute as the brooches themselves. They look so pretty on display on my dressing table.


I was a little disappointed not to get my hands on one of the pastel pink brooches, so I went back and bought a couple of the enamel pins to fill the pink Care Bear void in my life. I couldn't choose between Cheer Bear and Love-A-Lot (how do you choose between rainbows and love hearts??), so I bought them both. I regret nothing. They're the cutest pins ever, and will look awesome pinned to a denim jacket or pinafore dress. 

They're both about an inch in height and are made from strong but lightweight metal with enamel fill, with cute bubblegum-pink heart-shaped rubber backings. They also come presented on a sky and rainbow print circular backing card, making them lovely little gifts. I think they'd make great stocking fillers for Christmas- or sweet little presents to cheer up a friend during lockdown. There are still a few designs available from Erstwilder and Lottie and Lu in the UK.

Erstwilder also launched Care Bear neck scarves and hair scarves in four designs, and I miraculously managed to get the two neck scarves I wanted. I actually got the last Care-A-Lot Castle Neck Scarf from Thunder Egg, so luck was clearly on my side that day.

As well as the Care-A-Lot Castle Neck Scarf, I also bought the Care Bears Large Neck Scarf, both of which feature amazing eighties Care Bear designs. The scarves are made from lightweight chiffon, but they're super soft, and surprisingly warm. These were my first Erstwilder scarves, and I'm really impressed with the quality.


The Care-A-Lot Castle scarf is a gorgeous azure blue with a colourful Care Bears print that'll take you straight back to the eighties. (Or give you a taste of the era if you weren't actually born then!) It has a recurring pattern of colourful Care Bears perched on fluffy white clouds in the sky, with rainbows, yellow stars, castles, and love hearts added in for good measure in true Care Bears style. There's Sleepy Time Bear taking a nap on a cloud, Tenderheart Bear painting rainbow hearts, Good Luck Bear with a bucket of stars, Cheer Bear floating down with a rainbow umbrella and Friend Bear waving up at her. The design is amazing, and makes me so nostalgic for my childhood.


The Care Bears scarf is a very pale lemon yellow in colour and features six of everyone's favourite Care Bears (Cheer Bear, Funshine Bear, Good Luck Bear, Grumpy Bear, Tenderheart Bear, and Wish Bear) sitting on clouds and catching stars from the star print background. Some of the bears have nets and umbrellas, others are holding stars in their paws. My little sister said it looks like a curtain from a children's hospital in the eighties, which made me laugh, but she's right- it kinda does! In a totally good way, of course. It features original designs from an eighties children's movie, after all, so of course it's going to be fun and colourful and a little bit tacky. That's what any Care Bears fan is looking for in a Care Bears design, right?

It's still too hot to wear scarves in England, but I'm looking forward to the weather cooling down as we go in to Autumn so I can start wearing them.

I'm so happy with all of my Erstwilder x Care Bears purchases, and love having some Care Bear pieces in my life. I adore all of the designs and the quality of the products is fantastic, as always. 


If you're hoping to get your hands on jewellery or scarves from this collection, I'm afraid you're going to have a hard time tracking them down as they're sold out from Erstwilder and their stockists around the world. You could try hunting them down on fan resale sites and eBay. There are still some enamel pins and essential earrings available, though, which you can find through Erstwilder here and some of their stockists around the world here.

Erstwilder have hinted that they may do a second Care Bears collection in the future, so if you have missed out on your favourite Care Bear pieces, keep an eye on  their Instagram posts for updates. You never know; sooner or later, you might get another chance to snag your favourites, or add a couple of new pieces to your collection. Here's hoping!

Did you buy anything from the Erstwilder x Care Bears collection? 

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Friday, 11 September 2020

25 Things I Want To Do This Autumn


The nights are drawing in, there's a crisp chill in the air, and my arthritic bones are complaining in a way they weren't a month ago. It can only mean one thing: autumn is on the way! I couldn't be happier. I love autumn, and I can't wait to enjoy all the awesome things the season has to offer.

I know it's not officially autumn until the end of the month, but September 1st has always felt like the start of autumn for me- I guess because the new school term has always signified the start of a new season. It's been seventeen years since I left college (that's a scary realisation!), but even now, September still feels like a change in seasons, and a time for new beginnings; a time to work on my goals, and get stuff done before the year comes to an end.

When September arrives, I like to make a list of all the things I want or need to do before the end of the year, and do my best to achieve as many of those goals as possible. This year has been no different, and I've come up with twenty-five things I'd like to do this autumn, which I/m going to share with you today to make myself accountable and hopefully encourage myself to start ticking off some goals.

So, here are twenty-five things I want to do this autumn:


1. Visit the Cotswold Wildlife Park
Taking a visit to my local zoo is definitely at the top of my list of fun things I want to do this autumn. I like to fit in at least one visit a year, and haven't been since last summer so a visit is definitely over due. It should be easy to social distance there on a weekday now kids are back at school and  measures are in place, so hopefully I'll be able to fit in a visit this side of Halloween.

2. Take a Walk in the Woods
I love to take walks during the autumn. I love feeling the crisp air on my face, walking through paths of fallen leaves, and taking in all the pretty foliage. I'm hoping to find the strength to take some gentle walks in the countryside this autumn, and maybe even visit the woods with my camera when the leaves start to fall. I've spent so long indoors this year that I'm in need of a nature fix.

3. Take a Drive in the Countryside
I live on the edge of The Cotswolds, surrounded by miles of countryside, and pretty Cotswold villages. It really is as beautiful as people say, but particularly in autumn when all the leaves start to change, and there's a backdrop of oranges, yellows, and browns wherever you look. I'm itching to go out for a drive and take it all in once the leaves change. I miss the countryside.

4. Go to the Bonfire and Watch the Fireworks
The RAF base near my hometown has always hosted the best fireworks display around on Bonfire Night. I went religiously every year until I developed chronic pain, but I haven't been well enough to go these last few years. I really want to go this year if it goes ahead (in all likelihood it won't because of Covid), so I'm hoping to find a way to make it there if it does so I can watch the fireworks.

5. Visit a Pumpkin Patch
I've never visited a pumpkin patch in my life, but I'd love to visit one to pick out a pumpkin or two and take a few autumn photos.

6. Buy Some Little Pumpkins
I would also like to buy some little munchkin pumpkins to decorate my home with, and to use as photo props this autumn. They're just so cute!



7. Paint Pumpkins
I've seen so many awesome painted pumpkins on blogs, Pinterest, and Instagram over the last few years, and I really want to have a go at painting some myself this year. I love the idea of painting a bunch of them in pastel colours instead of traditional autumn / Halloween colours.

8. Carve a Pumpkin
I never do much for Halloween, but I try to at least carve a Jack o' lantern every year, and I hope to keep up the tradition this year. Is it even Halloween if you don't carve a pumpkin??

9. Repair My Erstwilder Halloween Brooch
I accidentally dropped one of my Halloween brooches on the floor last year and broke the brooch back, and completely forgot about it until I was organising my brooch collection the other day. I still love the brooch and want to wear it over Halloween, so I need to get in contact with the brand for some advice, and see if I can fix it.

10. Go Fruit Picking
It's been years since I last went fruit-picking. It was something we did most years when I was growing up, and I actually miss it. If pick-your-own farms are open this autumn, I'd really like to go apple or blackberry picking, and then bake them in to delicious pies.

11. Make an Apple Pie
I'm not sure if I've ever made an apple pie, but I'd love to attempt my Mum's recipe this autumn. Her apple pie (with lashings of custard, naturally) is the ultimate autumn / winter comfort food, and you just can't beat it.

12. Make French Onion Soup
I make a mean bowl of French onion soup, or I should say, I used to. It's been ages since I last made a batch, so I think it's about time I made some to enjoy this autumn. It's soooo good with a slice of baguette topped with melted cheese.



13. Make My Animal Crossing Island Look Autumnal
I'm still addicted to Animal Crossing New Horizons, and have played it every day since it came out. The seasons and weather change in the game just like in real life, and the leaves are already beginning to turn. I  want to make my island look as autumnal as possible, by adding in lots of seasonal furniture, paths, and foliage, and wearing lots of autumnal outfits. I can't wait to get all the mushroom and Halloween furniture and add toadstools and creepy furniture everywhere!

14. Watch Lots of Autumn Movies
Is there anything better than curling up under a blanket on a chilly autumn day / evening, and having a movie marathon? Maybe there is, maybe there isn't, but either way, I want to do more of that this autumn. I want to watch all the seasonal films and pretend Covid doesn't exist.

15. Read More
I haven't read as many books this year as I would have liked because Animal Crossing keeps distracting me (it's seriously addictive), so I want to do my best to read more from now until the end of the year. I originally hoped to read 52 books this year but there's no chance of that happening since I've only read 20 so far, so I'm aiming to read at least 30 books by New Year's Eve.

16. Reorganise My Book Shelves
I've been meaning to reorganise my book shelves all year, but I just haven't found the strength to dive in and tackle the mess. The tops of the cubes are overflowing with stacks of books, and the mess is stressing me out, so I want to prioritise sorting it out this autumn. I need to take everything off the shelves, and play a game of real life Tetris and hopefully I'll be able to fit everything back on in a tidier fashion. Hopefully I can do it without having to let some of my books go.

17. Cross Stitch Regularly
I started a Christmas cross stitch last year that I still haven't finished, so I want to try to cross stitch regularly this autumn to get it finished in time for Christmas. I haven't got loads left to stitch, so it should be easy to finish in time as long as I put in the effort.

18. Paint More
I really enjoy water colour painting, but I haven't done any so far this year, so I want to try to break out the paint supplies more this fall. I'll just have to do this soon before my arthritis flares up for the winter and makes it too painful to paint 'til spring.



19. Blog More Often
2020 hasn't been the most productive year for me in terms of blogging. I've blogged less this year than any year since I started blogging in 2012. It's not for lack of trying, but between Covid and chronic illness, I've been finding it difficult to concentrate, get words out, and stand long enough to take photos, so I just haven't been able to blog as much as I'd like. I want to try to blog more often this season, so I'm going to do my best to post more content as the year winds down.

20. Schedule Christmas Blog Posts
I also want to start preparing some Christmas blog posts ahead of time, so that I'm better organised during the festive season, and can have more time to enjoy the festivities with my family.

21. Take Blog Photos
Any blogger can tell you the winter daylight is terrible in England, and since I don't have studio lights, I want to try to take some blog photos in bulk, ahead of time, before we lose the good summer light for another year. It would be a big help to have some generic photos saved for those weeks when the weather is so crap we don't see sunshine for a fortnight, and it's too bleak to take decent photos indoors.

22. Concentrate on Christmas Shopping
I've actually already started shopping for Christmas presents, as I like to spread the cost, but I want to actively concentrate on picking up presents from now on to try to get my shopping done early. It would be great not to be super stressed or skint come December.

23. Up My Survey-Answering Game to Pay for Christmas Presents
Over the last few months, I've only participated in online surveys now and then, but I want to try to get back in to them this autumn to earn some extra pennies for Christmas. You don't earn a fortune, but it's a helpful way to earn a little extra here and there to pay for presents or food for over the holidays. I was able to buy a Nintendo Switch Lite, Animal Crossing, and accessories with the earnings I made between January and March! If you'd like to know more about earning money from online surveys, I wrote a post about it here.

24. Have a Clear Out On eBay 
I also want to have a good clear out to get rid of stuff I no longer need, and make some extra cash for Christmas. It's been a while since I last had a sort out and listed some stuff on eBay, so it's long over due.

25. Buy a New Pair of Ankle Boots
I really need to buy a new pair of flat black ankle boots to wear this autumn / winter. My last pair fell apart over a year ago, and left a big gap in my wardrobe. I wore them with everything. I haven't seen a pair I like yet, but hopefully the perfect pair will appear before too long.

And those are some of my goals for the upcoming months. I don't know if I'll be able to achieve them all, but I'm going to do my best to get through as many of them as possible.

Wish me luck!

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Tuesday, 8 September 2020

Nine Years With Chronic Pain



Today, I have officially been living with chronic pain and illness for nine whole years of my adult life.

One more year, and it will be an entire decade.

How did that happen?

Where did the time go?

One minute I was waking up to back pain as an able-bodied twenty-six year old, and now here I am, nine years later, aged thirty-five, still in pain, and chronically ill with Ankylosing Spondylitis, Arthritis, Fibromyalgia, Degenerative Disc Disease, Bertolotti's Disease, and Tachycardia. I'll say it again: how did that happen?

I can still remember that first day as if it were yesterday.

At six am on the 8th of September 2011, I awakened to pain radiating from deep within my lower back. It was faint at first, but it felt different to any pain I'd ever felt before, and I instinctively knew something was wrong. Ironically, I was woken up by my sister who was sick and needed me to take her to A&E, so I did my best to ignore the pain, and took her to the hospital. I continued to ignore the pain in my back for almost two weeks, hoping if I kept working and moving around it would just go away on its own. Instead, it was getting worse day by day, and on the twelfth day, I came home from work after a nine hour shift and collapsed on the kitchen floor. I gave in and phoned the doctor, and while it took years to get diagnosed, from that point, my life was never the same again.

Sometimes it feels like no time at all has passed since those early days, and other times it feels like this has been my life forever. I've become so used to this way of life; living housebound with constant pain and fatigue, taking medication, regular trips to the doctor's, blood tests, treatments, flares, reduced mobility, rarely leaving the house, and needing help from family with every day tasks. It's just as normal to me now as my life before chronic illness was. (Although, if you'd have told me nine years ago that I would still be in pain nine years later and chronically ill with multiple conditions, I never would've believed you. In fact, I would've probably laughed in your face).

I made my peace with the changes to my life a long time ago, but of course, there are still days when I miss my old healthy life, and mourn what I've lost. I was only twenty-six when my life was turned upside down, and sometimes I do mourn all the things I've missed out on during what should've been some of the best years of my life. I'm only human. I had to give up my job and dreams of going back in to animal care. I lost friends when I got sick. I've missed out on travel and meeting new people, getting my own place, and a world of possibility. Sometimes I do feel sad thinking of what I've missed, and I can't help wondering where I'd be now if I hadn't gotten ill.


However, these thoughts only hit me occasionally (albeit, a little more frequently recently after realising how many years have passed) and I try not to think of the changes to my health and life too negatively too often. I shouldn't be thinking of it as a life lost. I'm not dead. Just because my life is different now, doesn't mean it has to be a terrible life. Yes, living with chronic illnesses is challenging every single day, but I have plenty of things in my life to be thankful for, and lots of little things that bring me joy and make my life worth living.

I can't go out all the time and live my life to the full the way I wish I could, so I've learnt to find other ways to fill my time from home, and try to appreciate the little things in life. A good book, nature I can see outside my bedroom window, craft projects, sunny days, cuddles from my dog, good food, new brooches, music, movies... all kinds of little things. It's a different, slower way of living, but it's still a life. And it's the only one I've got.

I'd love to get my old life back, but let's be realistic; it's never going to happen. Most days I can barely even get out of bed for the pain. I won't get better, and will likely only get worse as I age and my conditions degenerate. The old days are gone, and I can only look forward.

I'm never going to be one of those inspirational disabled people who overcome their challenges to climb mountains or sail solo around the world (but let's face, I never did those things before chronic illness, either), but I'm proud of myself for how I've coped every step of the way over the last nine years. They've been the most life-altering and debilitating years of my life. I've been through a lot, life's been hard at times, but I'm still here, still fighting, and making it from one day to the next. I'm proud of myself for never giving up even though at times I may have wanted to when the pain has been unbearable, and yet another doctor wouldn't take my symptoms seriously. I'm proud that I'm stubborn, and don't give up so easily.

I got through the last nine years, I got through another period of chronic pain in my teens, and I know I can get through all the years of chronic pain and illness that might be ahead of me. I just need to take each day one at a time, and keep making the best out of the life I have. 

That's all anybody can do, right?

I can't help but wonder where the next nine years will take me.

It's probably not far, but I'll keep you informed!
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